Seriously?

A few weeks  ago I set a goal to write twice a day on this here blog.  Well, I have failed and I'm failing miserably.  It stinks.  I'm not happy about it. I feel like a failure and really I just feel lame.  What can I do to change this?   I think the biggest problem is that I don't think about it.  It is not part of my daily routine.  I need to figure out a way to incorporate it into my daily life.  I am going to keep working on it.  I'm not giving up...yet.